What Happened With Kodi

She was a hard 9 and she knew it. I could tell by her dead eyes that she was someone who I wouldn’t want to deal with long term. You know what I mean. Just where its scrunched up at the nose and you can see their distaste. Needless to say I did it anyways. She was broke and needed a place to stay. Why look into things too deeply when a 9 says she wants to shack up with you?

Well it wasn’t just her. It was her 2 horses and 3 reservation dogs, and one bum calf that she picked up at the last place she did this. I was so fucking lonely that I lived with dogs for over six months. She had to go for a guy with access to land in order to pull this off. I said yes not expecting much of anything but trouble. Her third night at my place she came over to my room in nothing but bra and panties. Score. I didn’t push it. If a girl wants to have sex with me she usually makes it obvious. She never did. Just a constant cock tease. 

As the months went by we got closer. She would do leather work and be setup by the window, pounding away. I didn’t mind. Im a creative soul myself and I understand the process. Made some really nice stuff. It was nice to have another rider around too. I could use her for short trips or to fix a mistake real fast. Having her around was alright. We both kinda got used to each others company.

It was at a party after the bars had closed that she kissed me on the mouth. Finally it was on. I took her home and shut the reservation dogs out of the room. Everything but the panties came off. So eventually I just pushed them to the side and put my dick in. It must have only been 8 thrusts until she orgasmed. She rolled over and went to sleep. Funny how some of the saddest moments in life can feel like a triumph. 

The next day was more of the same. No new attitude towards me, nothing. So I kept it where it was. There was a move out date but it wasn’t specific. Just winter. The roads close up and you can’t get in or out, so that’s when she had to go. Once she brought the new guy around the place I knew it was time. That’s when I used the banishing ritual to get rid of her. 

Its funny, for all intents and purposes we were dating. It was just convenient. To be fair, she did have some really legitimate fear around sex because of a fallopian tube pregnancy that almost killed her. In my mind that only takes it so far though. Its like I’m taking a college course on why we end up doing things we don’t really wanna do. Truth is, it most likely would have been harder if I didn’t let her move in. Bad company is better than no company at all. 

We both got to pretend for a while. That she had some rancher boyfriend that took care of her and all her animals, and that I had the hot girlfriend that came home to me every night. Funny part was it worked as long as it did. But those eyes in the beginning. I knew who she was just by taking one look at her. Getting older is a trip no doubt. Long post just to say “go with your instincts.” But there you have it. 

Stay sharp out there people.